It feels good to know that when you are empty, it means you are ready for God to fill you in again. Now, to be a brand new you. It feels dry, but God promised filling after the emptiness. And this brings joy to my heart. Because He said, BLESSED are the poor in spirit because theirs is the kingdom of God.. also, BLESSED are those who hunger and thirst for God's righteousness for they will be filled.
In these moments of dryness in my life and indescribable sadness and grief, I know, God remains God, and still working in every way. I trust in Him. I just need to let it go.. let myself go, and let Him take the wheel. BLESSED are those who mourn, because they will be comforted! God is my comforter. Though I don't deserve it, He still counsels me and guides me back to the track again.
Through all the challenges, I know, I have to be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. And yes, Satan still doesn't get it- I'm chained to the unchainable Jesus so I can't be chained in anything else on earth! He can never defeat me because my God has defeated him!
I've learned a lot of things, and still in the course to learn more! I learned to love though I know, it can't be paid back with the same amount of love. I am learning to be more patient with people and situations. Im learning to smile and rejoice even in pain and sorrow.
Nothing is too difficult for God. It's just a matter of faith and trust and love for my God. These are all about Him. And everything that mattered in the past and matters at the present will not matter in the future anymore, when Christ comes.
I pray that everyone of us will continue seeking Him and letting Him take control. I also pray that we all receive the words from Him so we can declare and speak his blessings and the holy mystery of the gospel whenever and wherever we go.
Amen :)
