Today I realized, I should not rob You of anything that belongs to you.
I belong to You, You own me. Therefore, I surrender, because I don’t have the right to control this life. I have no power. Now I will be selfless, as You did, when you gave up Your life for me. Thank You Lord.
No one is wiser than You, so I rely only on You. I cannot fathom all your plans, but I trust in Your will. You know my needs, I should not worry.
Whenever I stumble, I’m sure I can get up, because You’ll never let go of my hand. You help me get through the storm, though I don’t deserve it. What love is greater than that?
You have never got tired of reminding me that You care for me, moment by moment. You’re so patient with me and I usually don’t notice it. How can I ever thank You for constantly loving me though sometimes, I forget what You have done for me when You purchased my life through Your blood.
How can I be as fragile as I am today. I am being torn piece by piece. But how come You still pick each part of me, and mold me easily, making me whole again. How I treasure Your being blind to love me like that, because for a fact, I am always imperfect for your unconditional love.
My flesh is crying out now. I long to see You, I long to love You. But I have to wait on You Lord. You own the time. I should be patiently waiting on You and enjoy Your present gifts, which I don’t really deserve to have. But I want to keep them, treasure them, and share them with others.
I want to praise You, even in the midst of the storm. You deserve my worship, myself, my all. Teach me God how you want me to do these. I am desperate to know how to please You. It is my joy to see You smile.
Nonetheless, I will not rush. I will wait on You. You know the perfect time for everything. I will be patient. My hope is in You. My help always comes from You. Your love endures forever and I can wait even longer.
I loveYou Lord.
I live to know You more.
I live to serve You.
I live to worship You.
I live to please You.
I live to offer You things that You actually own.
I don’t own anything.
I only got You.
-chibi
